Keep this promiseDo me a favor; don’t forget the time that we spentIt won’t last forever; I’m sure that one day we’ll meet againBecause we’re truly not far apart, it might as well be the startAnd I know it seems a bit rough, just remember to not lose your heartBecause I’ll keep my faith in you, as long as you stay trueAnd don’t lose your faith in me, your friends barely know meSo don’t you ever worry, because one day we’ll start our storyFilling the blanks that we left open, keeping us from feeling lonely
Lately...Lately I've been thinking, if the stepsThat I've taken were meaningful at allI'm not sure if my conscience helps me anymoreMaybe faith is guiding me through this stormMy heart feels like it's being tornBy the one who I've cared about the most
Shattered heartWith this broken heart I'll keep moving onAnd the scar you left me will help me become strongFor my heart used to be so numb, but then you showed me loveSadly then you shattered it, once you saw I held you dearBut I hope you don't regret what you have doneFor what I felt, you'll only receive it once
Rose tinted memoriesI’ve felt this way since we first metMy heart pounded fast and I couldn’t behaveMy hands were always shaking and my words wouldn’t come out the sameI removed all that’s dreaded to change my old waysBut time has passed now, and everything has changedThe love I once felt might no longer be awakeBut I know deep inside that things remain unchangedBecause I might forget your face but the good moments will never go away
On rainy days...I look out the window and see the liquid dropsI hear the soothing sounds that calms my thoughtsIt helps my feather heart to keep its strengthAs long I keep my conscious clear my faith won’t go awayBecause these are the days when I wonder the mostAbout my life choices and all I ever hopeThe rain keeps my sanity from being overthrownBy anything troublesome and keep a peaceful tone
A prince's rebellionGrip your swordAnd fulfill what you’ve swornTo protect the kingdomFrom your descendants souls.Since birth you've been surrounded by lies and deceptionAnd now you’ve grown to see the abuse of my authorityNow you’ve grown, to kill the one who raised youBut with little hesitation, for my forgiveness is scarce.I’ve seen you grow; you’ve seen me be coldWhen I held you warm, I sacrificed them allWhen I was going to give you the kingdom, you revolted against the oldLike I was once told, my son shall become my biggest foe!
Please, don't give up.You’re not alone, even if you feel such sorrowPlease try to calm your mind and forget about tomorrowI know that life can hurt, but from my happiness you can borrowPlease don't cry anymore, I will help you with the troublesome morrow Even if the bad seem to be everywhere you goJust keep in mind that you have to stay away from what’s belowAnd I know that you’ll learn from these bad experiencesSo then you can help those who are inexperiencedPlease don’t be sad, everyone has a reason for his or her existenceYou can’t ever give up, push through and have resistanceThe worst thing you could do is to lose all of your hopeJust promise me that you will try to never mope
The end of a worldAs I look out the window and see the clouds of smokePeople are leaving their house,With their face drained of hopeClose by I see people crying,In the distance I hear people screamingThe worst is happening,Only this time we’re not dreamingThe faithful are gathering,Holding hands and prayingThe tainted are bargaining,Taking anything that can be takenThe weak are jumping off buildings,Leaving blood on the pavementLarge scale of suicidesWhether by knife, gun, or hangingIt’s anarchy out thereAnd it has only begunI’m damned to the flamesBecause my sins can’t be undone
Hard TimesI see you’ve been weeping for some time nowYou’re all torn out and coldEven if all you see is darknessYou’re the bit of light that’s shiningAnd I know you don’t have controlBut you can't just let goBecause if one day you do, you might lose yourselfThen I’ll be left alone, with no one to hold.
The tenderness that's herWith every word written, with every word spokenI try my best to express myself, without it being brokenFor what I feel is deep in my heart, is love that I want to be showingEvery day it develops, every day I feel more lovingIs the tenderness of passion, which I’ve never felt beforeA feeling that I got from a girl who I truly adoreBeautiful as a rose and gentle as a peaceful doveMy heart gets filled with warmth, a feeling I describe as loveShe’s the most beautiful girl I’ve seen, that’s as simple as I can beSo very cute and filled with joy, she’s the only girl who I want to seeHer adorable smile that always cheers me up, she’s the only one I needShe’s everything I ever wanted, I thank god that he gave her to me
Unexplainable feelingThis cryptic feeling that I’m feeling insideI don’t know its meaning but it has caught my eyesI’ve only felt it once, but it’s been made very clearThat since the first time I met you I’ve hold you dearAnd it’s so vivid; it’s strange but also greatIt’s close to unexplainable, and gentle as a doveBut only few, barely anyone could relateThat the best of her is that she showed me love
Please, understand.Ever since you told me how you feltThe pain and misery that you’ve heldEverything that you’re going throughI’ve done nothing else but to helpBut every time I listen to youI can’t help but to feel the sameMy morals detain me for leaving youBut I wouldn’t be the only one to blame
Deep Down We're All The SameDeep down we're all the sameNo matter species, race or nameWhether fur or scales or skinWe all want to protect our kinIt matters not whether you talkOr if you fly or climb or walkWe all share one important partAnd that's the beating of a heart
Completely.I am darkness personified.An abyss so drenched in blackThat it leaves meHorrified.My heart is a facadeIt’s a useless beating lieBecause I've never felt a thingExcept for dead inside.It’s a war I wageInside of my ribcageThat kills me a little moreEvery.Single.Day.I like to pretend tooThat somewhere beneath the painThere’s a way I can break throughBut I already know…Things will never be the same.I lost absolutely everythingI can’t apologize enoughThat I didn’t know who to beWhen you said that you needed meMy scars are like chainsThat keep me from falling apartCompletely.
I Am FlawedFrom body to soul and in between,They blotch the parchment that is me;I know of worse flaws I have seen,But surelyI am flawed.I sometimes lose my temper,Use my mouth before my mind;I ponder things I could do better,And regret them for a time.I can be harsh, I can be blunt,I tend to hide my thoughts;But this is far from what I want:To be in someone's heart.Comparisons are hard to makeSince we are all unique.But half the time my words are fake;The real me is a freak.Regardless,These flaws define me, describe me—They make me what I am.In that light, I'm proud to say thatIamflawed.
I'll wipe off your tearsTrust me when I say this, everything will be alrightI’ll be here, to comfort you every moment of your lifeCry on my chest if you like, only if it lets you feel rightBecause I will always be here, right by your sideI know some things can be unexpected,And sometimes the bad can’t be evadedBut I’ll try my best, so you can be able to restAnd I’ll try my best to relieve you from stressBecause I care too much to leave you with painIt tears my heart to see you like this againYou’ve told me to step back, but it's too sad and tiringI promise you, this will be the last time you’ll be crying
King, let me take her handKing, let me take the princess handI’m just a jester, but I’m sure you’ll understandThat we’re in love, and I truly make her laughI’m no prince, but you have to give me a chanceI’m not wearing shiny armor; because I’m not weakAnd I have no servants; I’ll finish my own deedsI might not be rich; but she’s always happyAnd I might not be perfect; but we are both who we needSo please King, open your eyes so you could seeThat the princess and I are truly meant to beI’m just a jester, but I only pleadFor you to let us live joyous and safely
I'm afraid of losing you.I don’t know if you feel it too, the feeling of wanting to break looseAnd just screaming “I love you” but I’m scared that we might loseBecause just of our age, or the time, or any person that doesn’t want you to be mineBut I know that if this goes wrong I’d be the one who'd cause the crimeI’m a bit afraid; one false move would make everything go awayAnd I’m always left wondering if what I’m doing is okayI just want everything to be alright between you and meOr is there something that I cannot see?My head is rambling with questions that fear is inventingMaybe is not fear, maybe it’s because I’m too caringAm I paranoid? I don’t want to make a mistakeYou said I’m doing things right, then why do I always shake?
Sometimes, when I'm sadSometimes, when I'm sadI remember that one time,All I had to worry about wasIf the bubbles I had blown, were about toDisappear.Sometimes, when I'm sadI remember that one time,I began to worry about the day thatMy childhood would simplyDisappear.Sometimes, when I'm sadI remember that some day,When I'm sitting with my husbandIn the old old house... my days will simplyDisappear.And that day,The day when my heartbeat isSilenced...The day when my breathTruly gets taken away.That's the dayWhen my worries, my concerns, my fears...Will simply...Disappear.
Are You?I'm sorry,that I'm notbeautiful.I'm not a supermodel.Are you?I'm sorry,that I'm notfunny.I'm not a comedian.Are you?I'm sorry,that I'm notmature.I'm sorry,that I'm nottalented.I'm sorry,that I'm notgood enoughor,loving enough...or,smart enough.I'm not perfect.Are you?
EpiphanyIf I wasn't such an introvertAnd was more energeticWould you have chosen to stay?If I wore a bit more makeupAnd I chose to be athleticWould you be with me today?Maybe if I dressed more girlyAnd I went to bed more earlyYou'd have thought I'm worth your timeIf I didn't dye my hairAnd I had more money spareMaybe you would still be mineAnd then I realised somethingAs I analysed myselfAnd it started to sink inIf I made all of these changesI would become someone elseHiding my true self from himWould that really solve the problemOr would it just be a lie?I never got to find that outBut I wouldn't have been happyConstantly in a disguiseI know that without a doubtSo I think I'll keep on wearingAll my 'unfeminine' clothesAnd I'll keep my hair spiked upI won't change to fit your standardsMy opinions undisclosedI no longer give a fuckMaybe instead of depressionI should be feeling aggressionYou always looked down on meYou were always very sureYour opinions mattered
MaybeMaybe I won't be fineMaybe I don't know what's wrongMaybe I can't talk about itBut maybe I need you to listenMaybe the cuts get deeper each timeMaybe too much blood comes outMaybe you'll try and stop meBut maybe I won't listenMaybe I want to tell someoneMaybe I need to unload all of my problemsMaybe you're the only one who can helpBut maybe I don't want to bother you with my troublesMaybe I'm just scaredMaybe I've lost hopeMaybe I'm losing controlBut maybe I was never in control to begin withMaybe I like the way things areMaybe I'm afraid of changeMaybe I get a kick out of being so messed upBut maybe I'd rather be a normal girlMaybe I don't like peopleMaybe I can't live without themMaybe I need youBut maybe I don't like the way you tear up my heartMaybe I'm insaneMaybe I'm depressedMaybe I'm just stressedBut maybe that's who I amMaybe I need to be acceptedMaybe I'll change who I am for thatMaybe I'm an outsi
Definition of a Writerwrit•ernoun /rītər/A writer is a personWho sees the world differentlyFrom a high perspective of understandingTo an easily balanced imageryThey stand at the edge of the cliffAnd run that extra mileTo gain what a normal person cannot seeAnd to obtain the hope that they wish to cherishA writer is a personWho buries their ego and places boulders upon itThey learn the rules, follow the rules, and will break the rulesAnd make writing their ownThey lay upon the dusty old ground of a graveyardAnd do an annual ritual to free the inspiration that has been pinned downThey want to show their abnormality to everyone aroundAnd make this journey an unforgettable experienceWriters are masters of inspirationAnd will set aside whatever may ruin the ecstasy of their writingWhich they will forever embraceAnd will fight to claim the title authorIn their world of wordsTheir stories are set freeSome are killed to b
People.People come and go, as sad as that is to believe––one day you have them near you, the next they may decide to leave.People are not who you think they are, or what them seem to be––they omit parts of themselves to you, and show you what they want you to see.People say a lot of things, but rarely have actions to match––as time goes on, you carry on, unwillingly becoming attached.People use you like a pawn, they take you by surprise––they make you feel like it is all about you, when it is nothing at all; but lies.People care about themselves, more then they do for you––some even drag you along for the ride, once they are done, dusted and through.People tend to pretend, that everything is okay––when really deep inside, they have a thousand things to say.People hide beneath their strengths, and cover up their flaws––scared to be themselves, to get hurt, or to be a bore.People are stronger then
One special personEveryone leaves you.Everyone gives up.Everyone stops loving you, and stops believing in you, and stops caring about you.Everyone will say something to hurt you.Everyone will eventually agree with you when you say “I feel worthless”.And everyone will eventually say something about you.And everyone will hurt you intentionally.Everyone leaves you.And everyone gives up.But one person, one special personWill never leave you.Will never give up on you.Will never stop loving you, and never stop believing in you, and never stop caring about you.Never say anything to hurt you.Never let you say “I feel worthless”, because with them, you won’t.Never say or listen to anything bad about you.And never hurt you.Never leave you.And neverGiveUp.
Stop asking me...Stop asking me what's wrongBecause I'm never going to answer.Stop telling me it gets betterBecause I've accepted that it'll never change.Stop begging me to let you inBecause even then, I'm just going to fake a smile.
Get Over It“You’re just sad.”“Suck it up.”And the worst?“Get over it.”I’m not just sad. I suffer from depressionWaiting for happiness’s resurrection.I can’t just forget it, it’s in me for goodI can’t do the things that I know I should.I’m not just sad. I’m broken. I’m lost.I’ve tried everything to fix it, no matter the cost.I’ve carried a blade just to hold to my wrist.I’ve carried a dream inside of my fist.I’ve talked about it, like they say I should doBut all my efforts are stopped by ignorant people like you.“You’re just sad.”“Suck it up.”And the worst?“Get over it.”
I'm left with hope.I know it happened once, but it left me scarredI won't give up, but I'm still afraidBut I will be brave, I just hope it won't happen againBecause I'm not sure I'll be able to handle the painIt feels like all I can do is hope, for the best days.